Still here...

A short update... Got home yestersday, Sierra's fever came back but went down with Tylenol. Her earring hole was oozing pus this morning, might be why she had a fever. Who knows. Saw the pediatrician who wants us to keep a close eye on her.

As for the rest of it... I don't want to talk about it, I just want to pretend none of this is going on. I'm being pressured and threatened by all sides, even by my own family. I just want everyone to disappear and leave me alone. I would be happy if everyone in my home life except the kids just went away. I don't want to deal with family. I don't want to deal with anything.