Sunday, October 12, 2008

Fever

Sierra's temp spiked back up to 102.5, don't know if we will be coming home today or not. Ihope not, in a way, because I don't know where Iwould go. Jason has my car, and everyone is telling me we need to make up for the kids and that I'm being unfair...

But he put a KNIFE to his THROAT in FRONT OF MY KIDS. They understood. They screamed and cried and Jaymes looked just terrified. How can I go back knowing that it could (and likely would) happen again?

Why am I alone on this? I wish I knew someone here in NC.. I wish I weren't on my own.

1 comment:

Kim said...

You should definitely not go back. Can you talk to the social worker at the hospital? They should know of some resources to help you get out of this situation.

There's sticking it out when things are rocky, and then there's keeping you and your kids safe. This is *clearly* the latter situation. And you should do whatever you need to to keep you and your babies safe.