Monday, October 13, 2008

So...

If we do get d/c'd this morning or afternoon... I have no idea what comes next. I'm not going home, obviously... He's got the car, but would drive me someplace if I asked. he's been asking to come to the hospital and see the kids. I feel so alone in this. I don't want to go to a shelter with Jaymes being Jaymes and sierra being sickly still. I'm afraid to talk to the hospital social worker... Don't want it to end in police stuff. Don't know what to do. I thought about asking jaymes speech therapist but she'd probably think I was a nut... thats not something they need to deal with i guess...

I don't know.
Posted by Amber DBTD at 6:30 AM

3 comments:

Casdok said...

I hope you do find someone you can turn to with all this. Hugs

October 13, 2008 at 9:04 AM
Juli said...

Call your local abuse shelter hotline. Our group here in my town will work to get you relocated, and most of them won't care that Jaymes has special needs. They have been known to provide funds to move and keep a place to live until you can get employed. Please don't go home. It's not a big jump from your husband holding a knife to his throat to holding a knife to yours. Especially since he doesn't seem to care what the children are exposed too. You do not want him to have any unsupervised visitation with either you or the children right now.

Please take care of yourself. Has Buddy gotten out OK? (For those of us who are following this from the Fugly list...)

October 13, 2008 at 10:34 AM
Jo said...

I have missed your last few updates. I am shocked, saddened, horrified. I can't believe you are handling all this. I am with Julie, please, please call the local shelter, hopefully they will have some options for you, that don't involve you having to take Jaymes to a shelter. It is awful, and I totally agree with you not going back to him. But you need to do what you must, but please, protect the children and yourself. Praying for you.

October 14, 2008 at 7:36 AM

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